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Thursday, June 16, 2011

An Awesome Breakdown

Forgive me for using bilingual. Heh. Use google translate if you want to. It's just so fun to! Anyway.

*timewarp back to yesterday*

After school, 2pm.
累死人。
肚子不舒服!
Music class, 3pm.
迟到,天气又热!
For a start, I decided to start on scales first.

Tension. Stress!
弹出一大堆打结的废物
发现有十二Chromatic没练到
快受不了这个压力
只剩一个星期啊!
鼻子酸酸。

The first song. Bach's Emo Prelude.
心情已经不稳了,
再加上爱睡的头
又弹出一堆垃圾
在一个部分乱了
"Played with no heartfelt emotions"
老师问...为什么会这样?
平时是很好的啊
Unshed tears glistened in my eyes....

我答..

应该是Tension & Stress 吧
接下来的Mozart & Debussy 曲
哎哟哟,不用讲了。
上完课,老师说
“不用怕,你一定会合格的!"
我知道我一定可以的
但还是... 好像不能。
So bloody contradictory.
=.=

回家!
在车上忍着不要哭
Because like laughter,
Once I start it'll be VERY hard
For me to actually stop.

回到家快点进房间
大哭一场
For no main particular reason
半钟后冷静下来了
拿出吉他弹了这首歌



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(Verse 1)
All that I am, All that I have
I lay them down before you O Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain
I'm making them yours

(Verse 2)
Things in the past Things yet unseen
Wshes and dreams that are
yet to come through
All of my hopes, all of my plans
My heart and my hands
Are lifted to you

(Chorus)
Lord I offer my life to you 
Everything i've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life...


到这里就不行了
又哭,Part 2.
把心里的事
重年头到现在
All the dissapointments & stress
Gave it to the Lord.
Cried out to Him.

突然想起重Psalms的经文。

My heart is steadfast O God,
My heart is steadfast.
I will sing and make music
I will praise you O Lord above the heavens
Your faithfulnes reaches to the sky
Be exalted O God, above the heaves
Let your glory be over all the earth

哭到整个blanket湿了
哭到那种teresak-esak
怎么办?停不到喔!
眼睛鼻子很红肿咧
去洗脸。把整个头放进大水桶
“游泳”。 XD

Felt so much better after this "explosion"!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Went to Church later for Worship Practice
Dead exhausted physically & Emotionally.
But felt so much better.

Oh yeah, 
and my endometrium lining broke down too
FSH also started rising. XD
"The gut-wrenching cramps and the black cloud of hormones that wash inexplicable waves of discouragement..."

No wonder the breakdown! XD
LOL

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